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Left Drowning #2
Restless Waters
A storm is coming, and with storms come restless waters.
Pulled from the depths of catastrophe and depression, Blythe McGuire has learned to escape from her past while embracing the future. A future now entwined with the Shepherd siblings.
With Chris, she shares a staggering romance that kicks heartbreak’s ass.
With Sabin, she shares an intense friendship, one that’s becoming more complicated than either had expected. A friendship now being put to the test because Sabin’s brutal past still haunts him. Because trauma is the gift that keeps on giving without mercy.
Now Sabin is the one left drowning and struggling to breathe, and his turmoil threatens to send all three into dark currents they cannot escape. Even after going through her own hell, saving Sabin will take much more than Blythe had anticipated. Their connection and their love could help, but getting him to reach for her hand could be Blythe’s biggest challenge ever.
Pulled from the depths of catastrophe and depression, Blythe McGuire has learned to escape from her past while embracing the future. A future now entwined with the Shepherd siblings.
With Chris, she shares a staggering romance that kicks heartbreak’s ass.
With Sabin, she shares an intense friendship, one that’s becoming more complicated than either had expected. A friendship now being put to the test because Sabin’s brutal past still haunts him. Because trauma is the gift that keeps on giving without mercy.
Now Sabin is the one left drowning and struggling to breathe, and his turmoil threatens to send all three into dark currents they cannot escape. Even after going through her own hell, saving Sabin will take much more than Blythe had anticipated. Their connection and their love could help, but getting him to reach for her hand could be Blythe’s biggest challenge ever.
234 pages, Kindle Edition
First published August 26, 2015
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Jessica Park
19 books4,212 followersJessica is the author of 180 SECONDS, CLEAR, The Left Drowning Series (LEFT DROWNING and RESTLESS WATERS), the New York Times bestselling FLAT-OUT LOVE (& the companion novella FLAT-OUT MATT), FLAT-OUT CELESTE, and RELATIVELY FAMOUS. She lives in New Hampshire where she spends an obscene amount time thinking about rocker boys and their guitars, complex caffeinated beverages, and tropical vacations. On the rare occasions that she is able to focus on other things, she writes.
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February 8, 2016
4 stars!!!
The first thing I’m going to say about Restless Waters is that if you pick this one up, do yourself a favorite and GRAB THE AUDIO BOOK! The music is something that will enhance the book so much. It was beautiful, stunning, and made this an experience to listen. As a lot of you know, Left Drowning is one of my all time favorite reads. I’ve read it, re-read it, and Blythe, Chris, Sabin and the rest of the crew are ones that are in my heart. Reading another book about them made me equal parts excited and nervous. So I put it off. And I put it off some more. Then I finally read it. Although it wasn’t that epic read that Left Drowning was for me, it was still a book that made me feel and made my heart ache for my characters I love so much. Reading about Sabin’s struggles devastated me.
Blythe and Sabin have been best friends since he stole her coffee. They have a different kind of friendship and relationship. They always have. Sabin has a past that still haunts him and issues going on right now that are messing with his head. Trying to get away from this, he moves cross country to California. Most of the book takes place there. Of course Blythe and Chris go to visit him and Blythe helps him work through his issues. But here is where the problem lies- she is one of his issues. And dealing with his issues are just making her have issues. It’s a tangled web. And all I have to say is THANK GOD FOR CHRIS! Because he is who they really both need.
I know a lot of people were bothered by the dynamics of Blythe and Sabin’s relationship, and I get it, I really do. Fortunately, this did not bother me so much. I got a little irked that . Overall though, I understand their friendship and relationship. I get them. They are damaged people and sometimes they need each other to lean on. We all need a friend like that. There were moments that made me cry, that deep down devastated me, but by the end, I was happy with how things were. Things were right again and I had a big smile on my face. Once again, I’m going to say if you read this, READ THE AUDIO! I can’t stress this enough. It’s amazing!
“It’s hard to float in a storm.”
The first thing I’m going to say about Restless Waters is that if you pick this one up, do yourself a favorite and GRAB THE AUDIO BOOK! The music is something that will enhance the book so much. It was beautiful, stunning, and made this an experience to listen. As a lot of you know, Left Drowning is one of my all time favorite reads. I’ve read it, re-read it, and Blythe, Chris, Sabin and the rest of the crew are ones that are in my heart. Reading another book about them made me equal parts excited and nervous. So I put it off. And I put it off some more. Then I finally read it. Although it wasn’t that epic read that Left Drowning was for me, it was still a book that made me feel and made my heart ache for my characters I love so much. Reading about Sabin’s struggles devastated me.
Blythe and Sabin have been best friends since he stole her coffee. They have a different kind of friendship and relationship. They always have. Sabin has a past that still haunts him and issues going on right now that are messing with his head. Trying to get away from this, he moves cross country to California. Most of the book takes place there. Of course Blythe and Chris go to visit him and Blythe helps him work through his issues. But here is where the problem lies- she is one of his issues. And dealing with his issues are just making her have issues. It’s a tangled web. And all I have to say is THANK GOD FOR CHRIS! Because he is who they really both need.
I know a lot of people were bothered by the dynamics of Blythe and Sabin’s relationship, and I get it, I really do. Fortunately, this did not bother me so much. I got a little irked that . Overall though, I understand their friendship and relationship. I get them. They are damaged people and sometimes they need each other to lean on. We all need a friend like that. There were moments that made me cry, that deep down devastated me, but by the end, I was happy with how things were. Things were right again and I had a big smile on my face. Once again, I’m going to say if you read this, READ THE AUDIO! I can’t stress this enough. It’s amazing!
“Of course we circled back to each other. This is
where we all belong.”
December 29, 2015
I have struggled with this review, my rating and my thoughts on this book from the very beginning. To be honest, I was psyched to read this one ever since my bestie sent me the cover. I wasn’t sure what the synopsis was, but I was ready to jump in, since I absolutely loved Left Drowning.
The story picks with everyone in Maine for the summer, but the summer is coming to an end and everyone is going their separate ways. Chris and Blythe will be remaining in Maine, while the other “kids” go back to school, and Sabin starts his own adventure in California. From the very beginning I got a hint of something I didn’t care for and it stuck with me throughout the entire story. I feel like these feelings ultimately ruined my experience.
The story focuses on Sabin’s issues and how they connect to Chris and Blythe, individually. I felt for Sabin I truly did. At times I felt like Blythe did more to hurt than help and that really disappointed me. After all we went through in Left Drowning I needed Blythe to be better than her actions in Restless Waters.
Now onto this audiobook, wow, so freaking fantastic! The audiobook has music that accompanies narration and the music is so raw and relative to the story it left me breathless at times. It really conveyed the hurt and longing Sabin felt, which again further aggravated my feelings toward Blythe. See I just keep coming back to it, I am like a broken record here!
If you have stuck with through this review then you see my struggle. I don’t love this story and honestly it took away some of my love from Left Drowning. But the audiobook is probably my most favorite I have ever listened to. So I give the narration and music 5+ Stars and story 3 - 3.5 Stars.
ARC kindly provided in exchange for an honest review.
October 8, 2019
5 Healing Stars!
Jessica Park, I can always count on you to tug - ferociously - at my heart strings.
Unlike many reviews I have read, I was not hesitant to jump into this book. I knew that I love the Shepherds and the McGuires; I knew that I was ready for more. How could anyone turn away from Sabin's story? Sabin was the only Shepherd sibling that didn't have someone at the end of Left Drowning. And I was determined to see what JP had in store for him.
Sabin, like all of the Shepherd's clan, is broken. The only difference is he hasn't found that special someone to share his burdens. Or has he? When the lines start to blur for him, he retreats to California to start anew.
The move only sends him into a deeper depression. He won't take Blythe's calls and he's not coming home for Christmas. Chris, being the wonderful person he is, brings Christmas to California for Blythe's peace of mind. While Sabin reluctantly agrees to participate, he's struggling. He's struggling with Chris; he's struggling with Blythe. He's lashing out at the people that loves him the most.
Blythe is determined to help Sabin. He keeps pushing her away, but she knows that he needs her. Yes, their relationship is odd. Yes, there is sparks between them. She is with Chris. She is deeply in love with Chris. However, she also deeply loves Sabin.
'Sometimes, I feel like…fuck, I don’t know.'
But I do know. I have been there.
'Like you were left drowning.'
'Yes.'
'And you’re struggling to breathe.'
'Yes.'
'So, do it. Breathe. Just breathe.'
'There’s no air, Blythe.'
'Reach for me. I won’t let you drown. I’m right here.' He rubs my back some more and then laughs lightly.
'You’re already taken.'
'I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one.' He thinks for a while, and I feel him take hold of his own hands to fully encircle me in his embrace. “I’m trying, love. I’m trying.”
I adored this book. It was everything I could have imagined it would be. There were times, I must admit, that I was upset at Blythe and Sabin. I wondered if Chris and Blythe would make it through this - through Sabin's turmoil. Chris became their anchor and their voice of reason. It made me love him even more.
“There is life after hell. There is breathing and life and profound love after hell.”
One more thing - Please purchase the audiobook. It is amazing. Sabin will sing to you. It is oh-so-worth it. :) Thanks Christy for that recommendation!
Jessica Park, I can always count on you to tug - ferociously - at my heart strings.
Unlike many reviews I have read, I was not hesitant to jump into this book. I knew that I love the Shepherds and the McGuires; I knew that I was ready for more. How could anyone turn away from Sabin's story? Sabin was the only Shepherd sibling that didn't have someone at the end of Left Drowning. And I was determined to see what JP had in store for him.
Sabin, like all of the Shepherd's clan, is broken. The only difference is he hasn't found that special someone to share his burdens. Or has he? When the lines start to blur for him, he retreats to California to start anew.
The move only sends him into a deeper depression. He won't take Blythe's calls and he's not coming home for Christmas. Chris, being the wonderful person he is, brings Christmas to California for Blythe's peace of mind. While Sabin reluctantly agrees to participate, he's struggling. He's struggling with Chris; he's struggling with Blythe. He's lashing out at the people that loves him the most.
Blythe is determined to help Sabin. He keeps pushing her away, but she knows that he needs her. Yes, their relationship is odd. Yes, there is sparks between them. She is with Chris. She is deeply in love with Chris. However, she also deeply loves Sabin.
'Sometimes, I feel like…fuck, I don’t know.'
But I do know. I have been there.
'Like you were left drowning.'
'Yes.'
'And you’re struggling to breathe.'
'Yes.'
'So, do it. Breathe. Just breathe.'
'There’s no air, Blythe.'
'Reach for me. I won’t let you drown. I’m right here.' He rubs my back some more and then laughs lightly.
'You’re already taken.'
'I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one.' He thinks for a while, and I feel him take hold of his own hands to fully encircle me in his embrace. “I’m trying, love. I’m trying.”
I adored this book. It was everything I could have imagined it would be. There were times, I must admit, that I was upset at Blythe and Sabin. I wondered if Chris and Blythe would make it through this - through Sabin's turmoil. Chris became their anchor and their voice of reason. It made me love him even more.
“There is life after hell. There is breathing and life and profound love after hell.”
One more thing - Please purchase the audiobook. It is amazing. Sabin will sing to you. It is oh-so-worth it. :) Thanks Christy for that recommendation!
October 13, 2015
To be honest, I was perfectly happy with how things ended in Left Drowning and it's sooo obvious what this book will be about that I had a hard time deciding if I should read it or not! Of course, I couldn't resist...I mean, it's Sabin! I had to make sure he came out okay!
The book starts off with everyone at the house in Maine having had an amazing summer. But school is starting and Estelle, Eric and James are leaving. Blythe is still okay with that because her, Chris and Sabin will still be there.
Or will they? Sabin drops a bombshell and Blythe is beside herself. Her and Sabin are best friends and she doesn't want to lose him.
Well, one of the problems for me was that I couldn't buy into Blythe not having a clue about Sabin. Granted she was caught up in things but it was excruciating reading about her trying to figure things out.
Also, I just love her and Chris together and Chris was even more amazing in this book. Most guys would not be able to do what he did.
I did enjoy reading about what everyone was up to and how they are finding themselves and I just love their little happy family unit. I was with Blythe in not wanting things to change.
We do get to find out a lot more about what happened to Chris and Sabin and sometimes it was hard to read. They have been broken for so long that it's hard to know if they will make it out.
So, would I recommend this book? Well, if you loved Left Drowning then yes, I would. It's a hard read at times but the journey is worth it.
Favorite quote:
♥ "Where Sabin go?"
"My Chris."
The book starts off with everyone at the house in Maine having had an amazing summer. But school is starting and Estelle, Eric and James are leaving. Blythe is still okay with that because her, Chris and Sabin will still be there.
Or will they? Sabin drops a bombshell and Blythe is beside herself. Her and Sabin are best friends and she doesn't want to lose him.
Well, one of the problems for me was that I couldn't buy into Blythe not having a clue about Sabin. Granted she was caught up in things but it was excruciating reading about her trying to figure things out.
Also, I just love her and Chris together and Chris was even more amazing in this book. Most guys would not be able to do what he did.
I did enjoy reading about what everyone was up to and how they are finding themselves and I just love their little happy family unit. I was with Blythe in not wanting things to change.
We do get to find out a lot more about what happened to Chris and Sabin and sometimes it was hard to read. They have been broken for so long that it's hard to know if they will make it out.
So, would I recommend this book? Well, if you loved Left Drowning then yes, I would. It's a hard read at times but the journey is worth it.
Favorite quote:
♥ "Where Sabin go?"
"My Chris."
May 30, 2017
*** 3,5 stars ***
August 31, 2015
That Chapter 11 title though..... I know I'm gonna need it and it's strategically placed at the right point of where my heart will probably be imploding .... Just saying. This author. She gets me. ❤️
And it will look so lovely next to this baby :
“Sometimes, I feel like…fuck, I don’t know.”
But I do know. I have been there.
"Like you were left drowning.”
"Yes.”
"And you’re struggling to breathe.”
"Yes.”
"So, do it. Breathe. Just breathe.”
"There’s no air, Blythe.”
"Reach for me. I won’t let you drown. I’m right here.” He rubs my back some more and then laughs lightly.
"You’re already taken.”
"I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one.” He thinks for a while, and I feel him take hold of his own hands to fully encircle me in his embrace. “I’m trying, love. I’m trying.”
January 13, 2016
Restless Waters is the second book in the Left Drowning series. I’m going to go against the grain and say you don’t have to read the first book, Left Drowning, to understand Restless Waters. Why do you ask? Well, it’s been some time since I read the first book, but Jessica Park does such a great recap in Restless Waters, I got what was happening, but of course you don’t get the FULL feel of the book unless you read the full series.
I did the audio version of this book and I can honestly say Restless Waters was the most unique audio book I have listened to. I have listened to a few audio books that have pushed the boundaries, but this is the first one where music was incorporated into the story (for me at least).
This was not an easy book to listen to, and no, it’s not because of the narrator, the narrator was actually perfect and no, it wasn’t because of the singer and yes you read that right there was a singer, but the story was REALLY hard for me to embrace.
This is a tortured book, it’s painful and filled to the brim with angst, tension and guilt. It wouldn’t be a Jessica Park novel if it wasn’t. So this is for those that can handle that that want that, that EMBRACE that. Get my drift?
The story continues from Left Drowning and it’s mostly the story of Chris, Sabin and of course our Heroine, Blythe. I didn’t know anything about this book prior to picking it up so the beginning started kind of light, just about family and friends being with each other. Of course, nothing is as easy as it seems.
Everyone has past pains in this book. Chris and Sabin are brothers and have been abused by their father. Blythe is Chris’s girlfriend and they are madly in love with each other, but Blythe is concerned for Chris because of all the abuse he went through. Blythe and Sabin have this unique best friend / love for each other relationship that boarders unhealthy (again in my opinion) and somewhat co-dependent.
I liked Chris and Blythe’s relationship. I LOVED Chris. I love his protectiveness towards not only his girlfriend, but towards his family as well. I love that he does so much and ask for nothing in return. Sabin, I have mix feeling towards. This book is mainly about Sabin and his struggles. I could say he’s coming-to-age in away. He has all this anger towards his father, he has all these emotions against and towards Blythe that it gives me whip lash. Sabin’s feeling (platonic or not) is the main focus of the book and we don’t really UNDERSTAND him until he starts to unravel.
Blythe was also very difficult for me to get along with. Her hot and cold personality was unpleasant and her need to please Sabin made me feel sad for her. I just didn’t understand the relationship they had and that may be the reason why I missed key elements of the book.
Throughout the book we get to listen to Sabin sing and yes there is a male singer that sings. I kind of wished we had Sabin’s POV so we could listen to a male voice because I felt like the singing parts were kind of a tease. Overall, I enjoyed these parts.
I enjoyed the main narrator and I felt like she was the voice of Blythe and conveyed the main character’s emotions perfectly. She added to the story and like I said, I wished there was a male narrator.
As difficult as it was to listen to this book, it’s actually really beautiful. I respect hard books, the ones that have so much emotion, anger and problems. They had depth, feelings and so much that adds to the story. I liked how Jessica created tortured characters and kind of brought all these misfits together to find some kind of peace. The characters may not have been my favorite, but I understand the meaning and plot of the book.
An Audio Copy was provided
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AMAZON
I did the audio version of this book and I can honestly say Restless Waters was the most unique audio book I have listened to. I have listened to a few audio books that have pushed the boundaries, but this is the first one where music was incorporated into the story (for me at least).
This was not an easy book to listen to, and no, it’s not because of the narrator, the narrator was actually perfect and no, it wasn’t because of the singer and yes you read that right there was a singer, but the story was REALLY hard for me to embrace.
This is a tortured book, it’s painful and filled to the brim with angst, tension and guilt. It wouldn’t be a Jessica Park novel if it wasn’t. So this is for those that can handle that that want that, that EMBRACE that. Get my drift?
The story continues from Left Drowning and it’s mostly the story of Chris, Sabin and of course our Heroine, Blythe. I didn’t know anything about this book prior to picking it up so the beginning started kind of light, just about family and friends being with each other. Of course, nothing is as easy as it seems.
Everyone has past pains in this book. Chris and Sabin are brothers and have been abused by their father. Blythe is Chris’s girlfriend and they are madly in love with each other, but Blythe is concerned for Chris because of all the abuse he went through. Blythe and Sabin have this unique best friend / love for each other relationship that boarders unhealthy (again in my opinion) and somewhat co-dependent.
I liked Chris and Blythe’s relationship. I LOVED Chris. I love his protectiveness towards not only his girlfriend, but towards his family as well. I love that he does so much and ask for nothing in return. Sabin, I have mix feeling towards. This book is mainly about Sabin and his struggles. I could say he’s coming-to-age in away. He has all this anger towards his father, he has all these emotions against and towards Blythe that it gives me whip lash. Sabin’s feeling (platonic or not) is the main focus of the book and we don’t really UNDERSTAND him until he starts to unravel.
Blythe was also very difficult for me to get along with. Her hot and cold personality was unpleasant and her need to please Sabin made me feel sad for her. I just didn’t understand the relationship they had and that may be the reason why I missed key elements of the book.
Throughout the book we get to listen to Sabin sing and yes there is a male singer that sings. I kind of wished we had Sabin’s POV so we could listen to a male voice because I felt like the singing parts were kind of a tease. Overall, I enjoyed these parts.
I enjoyed the main narrator and I felt like she was the voice of Blythe and conveyed the main character’s emotions perfectly. She added to the story and like I said, I wished there was a male narrator.
As difficult as it was to listen to this book, it’s actually really beautiful. I respect hard books, the ones that have so much emotion, anger and problems. They had depth, feelings and so much that adds to the story. I liked how Jessica created tortured characters and kind of brought all these misfits together to find some kind of peace. The characters may not have been my favorite, but I understand the meaning and plot of the book.
An Audio Copy was provided
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February 10, 2017
I have never written a review for this..but just felt the need to do so and rant. This was the most unnecessary sequel ever to a book. I loved loved loved Left Drowning. Jessica Park has always been one of my most favorite authors and human beings. Left Drowning is one of the most epic books ever for me and I can't count the number of times I read it. It's beautiful, sexy, heartbreaking and just magical!Chris and Blythe are among my most favorite book couples ever! I can't even explain how this book means to me.
But Restless Waters ruined Left Drowning for me. It was what I disliked the most in romance books- love triangles and cheating! The whole thing of Sabin falling in love with Blythe was so unnecessary and how both were confused and didn't understand if they are in love or not with each other is such bullshit. How old are they?12?SMH. It totally ruined Chris and Blythe's love story and everything about Left Drowning. And I also hated how Chris and Blythe connection was also ruined by including Sabine's special connection to her in the flashbacks. And also wth is making Chris make them realize that they aren't really in love and how he expected them to one day try. Sorry it didn't make me love Chris more but it made me get annoyed with him. Which man would be so stupid to be ok with his gf kissing his brother and not make a big deal?It is a big deal! I never really cared that much about Sabine but it ruined Blythe's character for me by making her a cheater. Sorry but a kiss and her thoughts alone are still cheating to me and isn't as innocent as the book is trying to make it out to be! And the ending was even worse by making Chris and Sabin kiss again as friends..as if friends do that yeah right
I need to really block out this book from my thoughts and make as if it never existed tbh. That's why I never wished any second book from any series now. Ugh.
1 star and that only for the love making scene between Chris and Blythe at the start. It was scorching hot! The only good thing about this book.
But Restless Waters ruined Left Drowning for me. It was what I disliked the most in romance books- love triangles and cheating! The whole thing of Sabin falling in love with Blythe was so unnecessary and how both were confused and didn't understand if they are in love or not with each other is such bullshit. How old are they?12?SMH. It totally ruined Chris and Blythe's love story and everything about Left Drowning. And I also hated how Chris and Blythe connection was also ruined by including Sabine's special connection to her in the flashbacks. And also wth is making Chris make them realize that they aren't really in love and how he expected them to one day try. Sorry it didn't make me love Chris more but it made me get annoyed with him. Which man would be so stupid to be ok with his gf kissing his brother and not make a big deal?It is a big deal! I never really cared that much about Sabine but it ruined Blythe's character for me by making her a cheater. Sorry but a kiss and her thoughts alone are still cheating to me and isn't as innocent as the book is trying to make it out to be! And the ending was even worse by making Chris and Sabin kiss again as friends..as if friends do that yeah right
I need to really block out this book from my thoughts and make as if it never existed tbh. That's why I never wished any second book from any series now. Ugh.
1 star and that only for the love making scene between Chris and Blythe at the start. It was scorching hot! The only good thing about this book.
September 5, 2015
Restless Waters (Left Drowning #2) by Jessica Park
5 stars!!
Two years ago I read a book that literally decimated me, I even created a tag line for it, “you’ve hit 69% now cry like a bitch.” Left Drowning hit me hard and it is a book that is at the top of my all time favourite reads. You can read my review here http://www.theromancecover.com/2013/0...
You can imagine my jubilation when Jessica Park announced that she was working on a secret project and only giving us a few days notice announces that Restless Waters has gone live and it is Left Drowning 2, to say I was excited was an understatement, especially knowing that this was essentially Sabin’s story.
Sometimes an author really delivers on character connection and Jessica Park nailed this with Left Drowning, I had taken this bunch of misfits into my heart and soul and they have stayed there for the past two years. I was hesitant to start because I just knew that this book was going to kill me, if it was anything like Left Drowning I was going to be an emotional mess, but then knowing that this book was hot property and to avoid any spoilers, I put on my big girl panties and dived straight in, dropping my current read and I hardly ever do that.
This book is not as bad as Left Drowning you will be pleased to hear but it still is one book that packs an emotional punch and has its fair share of angst. Jessica Park always manages to hit me hard with her quirky characters, they are so different that you cannot forget them and diving into this book brought all those feelings and emotions flooding back. Even though Blythe is still the narrator effectively, there is no doubt that this is Sabin’s story but we are still treated to catching up with everyone in this “family.”
This book was a voyage of discovery for our three main characters, Blythe, Chris and most importantly Sabin. All three are broken, all three have their fears, but most importantly they have each other and when the past comes back to haunt Sabin all three have to dig deep to get through it. I love this “family” and while what some people on the outside would see as a bunch of misfits, they are as tight as any biological family, if not more so. These characters are bonded by pain and circumstances, by love, by their pasts but most importantly their futures and the relationship that they have can only bring tears to your eyes.
While Restless Waters was no comparison on the “tear scale” I will admit that quite a few fell while reading this book. Jessica Park nails the emotion and as I said above the character connection. When they hurt, I hurt and that is something that I love in a book. It takes talent to draw out those intense, overwhelming feelings in relation to characters and every single time Jessica Park hits me hard. Whether it be her Flat Out series, Left Drowning series or even Clear, each book brings that emotion out on so many different levels, while compensating your tears with her ever present wit.
Sabin has always been an integral character and while on the outside he portrays that charismatic, hilarious, deep, loyal, loving façade, underneath all his pretences is a man that is overcome with guilt however misguided. He is drowning in his thoughts, he is drowning in jealousy and there is only so much one person can take before the water finally pulls them under for good. Sabin feels he only has one choice and that is to get the hell out of there. He needs to find Sabin, the real Sabin and he can only do that if he is not surrounded by constant reminders of his past.
For a tight knit family like this Sabin’s departure is not only shocking but also creates major separation anxiety with Blythe. Sabin has always been her constant, her companion, her confidante, her best friend and while she still has the love and guidance of Chris, losing Sabin is like chopping off an appendage and she doesn’t cope very well. The trouble is, with so many miles between them will Sabin be able to surface from the sea, or will he just drown anyway?
Jessica Park, I seriously take my hat off to you, once again you have delivered an emotional, heartfelt story that rocked me to my core once again. A book that delivered everything, a book that was perfectly balanced, that ebbed and flowed with your emotions, while leaving that life buoy just a finger tip away. I seriously cannot recommend this series enough; it is one that I will never forget and one that I have re-read several times. As always, I am greedy and would love to hear more from them, but as I wasn’t expecting this one, I will wait patiently for the next secret project and just hope it pertains to this one. Amazing book, totally and utterly loved it.
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5 stars!!
“Trauma - the gift that keeps on giving.”
Two years ago I read a book that literally decimated me, I even created a tag line for it, “you’ve hit 69% now cry like a bitch.” Left Drowning hit me hard and it is a book that is at the top of my all time favourite reads. You can read my review here http://www.theromancecover.com/2013/0...
You can imagine my jubilation when Jessica Park announced that she was working on a secret project and only giving us a few days notice announces that Restless Waters has gone live and it is Left Drowning 2, to say I was excited was an understatement, especially knowing that this was essentially Sabin’s story.
“Because the girl I trust most in this world is taken.”
Sometimes an author really delivers on character connection and Jessica Park nailed this with Left Drowning, I had taken this bunch of misfits into my heart and soul and they have stayed there for the past two years. I was hesitant to start because I just knew that this book was going to kill me, if it was anything like Left Drowning I was going to be an emotional mess, but then knowing that this book was hot property and to avoid any spoilers, I put on my big girl panties and dived straight in, dropping my current read and I hardly ever do that.
“You draw me in, and we’re completely in sync. I’m fucking complete.”
This book is not as bad as Left Drowning you will be pleased to hear but it still is one book that packs an emotional punch and has its fair share of angst. Jessica Park always manages to hit me hard with her quirky characters, they are so different that you cannot forget them and diving into this book brought all those feelings and emotions flooding back. Even though Blythe is still the narrator effectively, there is no doubt that this is Sabin’s story but we are still treated to catching up with everyone in this “family.”
“I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one.”
This book was a voyage of discovery for our three main characters, Blythe, Chris and most importantly Sabin. All three are broken, all three have their fears, but most importantly they have each other and when the past comes back to haunt Sabin all three have to dig deep to get through it. I love this “family” and while what some people on the outside would see as a bunch of misfits, they are as tight as any biological family, if not more so. These characters are bonded by pain and circumstances, by love, by their pasts but most importantly their futures and the relationship that they have can only bring tears to your eyes.
“And we have us. We don’t follow rules.”
While Restless Waters was no comparison on the “tear scale” I will admit that quite a few fell while reading this book. Jessica Park nails the emotion and as I said above the character connection. When they hurt, I hurt and that is something that I love in a book. It takes talent to draw out those intense, overwhelming feelings in relation to characters and every single time Jessica Park hits me hard. Whether it be her Flat Out series, Left Drowning series or even Clear, each book brings that emotion out on so many different levels, while compensating your tears with her ever present wit.
Sabin has always been an integral character and while on the outside he portrays that charismatic, hilarious, deep, loyal, loving façade, underneath all his pretences is a man that is overcome with guilt however misguided. He is drowning in his thoughts, he is drowning in jealousy and there is only so much one person can take before the water finally pulls them under for good. Sabin feels he only has one choice and that is to get the hell out of there. He needs to find Sabin, the real Sabin and he can only do that if he is not surrounded by constant reminders of his past.
“It’s like you’re in my blood…I can’t get you out.”
For a tight knit family like this Sabin’s departure is not only shocking but also creates major separation anxiety with Blythe. Sabin has always been her constant, her companion, her confidante, her best friend and while she still has the love and guidance of Chris, losing Sabin is like chopping off an appendage and she doesn’t cope very well. The trouble is, with so many miles between them will Sabin be able to surface from the sea, or will he just drown anyway?
“It’s hard to float in a storm.”
Jessica Park, I seriously take my hat off to you, once again you have delivered an emotional, heartfelt story that rocked me to my core once again. A book that delivered everything, a book that was perfectly balanced, that ebbed and flowed with your emotions, while leaving that life buoy just a finger tip away. I seriously cannot recommend this series enough; it is one that I will never forget and one that I have re-read several times. As always, I am greedy and would love to hear more from them, but as I wasn’t expecting this one, I will wait patiently for the next secret project and just hope it pertains to this one. Amazing book, totally and utterly loved it.
“Of course we circled back to each other. This is where we all belong.”
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November 30, 2015
4 'broken but healing' stars
This is the follow on from the fabulous Left Drowning, and takes us back to life with Blythe, Chris and their families as their story continues. These characters have all overcome devastating trauma in their pasts to reach a place where they are happy, but healing from the past and moving on isn’t something that happens in a moment, it’s an ongoing journey, and this is the continuing story of the characters that I met and fell in love with in the first book.
Set a few months after the end of Left Drowning, this book reads as a direct carry-on, with not a lot of rehash, so if it’s been a while since you’ve read that book I’d suggest a reread. I got to about 8% in this book and realised there was a lot I didn’t remember, so I put it down to have a quick flick through Left Drowning, and it’s such an awesome book that I ended up rereading the whole thing :P I enjoyed the reread, but more than that, it provided me with a good base to go on and enjoy this book. There are so many moments – big and small – that are carried over from the first book, and I would have missed a lot of the context had I not done my reread first, so just keep that in mind before you dive into this one.
Again, the story is told from the POV of Blythe, and while she and Chris remain a central part of the story, the focus also shifts to her best friend, and Chris’ brother, Sabin. Sabin is quite the character, and an absolute scene-stealer from the first book so I was so excited to get to delve more deeply into his story. Like his siblings, he endured a hideous upbringing, and he has issues related to that that are very personal to him, issues that he hasn’t dealt with and that continue to plague him. Added to that, he isn’t coping well with changes occurring within his family, and life for him starts to spiral out of control.
Blythe and Chris have been through a lot together. They are still madly in love, and they continue to fight their demons and reach for their HEA, but Sabin’s struggles are about to impact them in a big way. Chris cares deeply for his little brother, and Blythe and Sabin’s relationship is intense and necessary to them both, but helping him through his turmoil is going to test them all.
I really loved this story. I honestly wasn’t sure how it was all going to unfold or where it was going to go, but I thought the way it all played out was really well done. It’s not a love triangle, but it is an exploration of the complicated relationships between three people who love each other dearly - all of them still broken and still trying to find a way to move on from the traumas of their past.
It’s emotional reading, and my heart hurt for them all as they revisit the past and try to help each other through. I enjoyed the strong focus on relationships – both romantic and family - and the way that was explored. And a huge shout out to Chris for being so incredibly sensational and standing by his family and his girl and being their rock even while continuing to go through his own stuff. And I love that in addition to the Blythe/Chris/Sabin storyline, we got continuation for the rest of the characters from the first book, and I really like the way their stories played out.
Though I must say, I did think parts of were a bit cheesy. The Blythe/Sabin dynamic got a bit too intense for me - . And as if it wasn’t enough for the first book to have a big reveal , in this book there is yet another one. . Meaningful to the story, yes, but after previous coincidental revelations, it just felt a bit eye rolling.
But those issues are minor and overall, I loved this book. I wouldn’t consider it a must-read - Left Drowning finished off at a great place, and I would have been content to leave it at that - but I’m glad I read this story. It’s beautifully written with a great combination of drama and romance, lots of laugh out loud moments and a nice amount of sexy time. I really enjoyed being back with these characters, and loved getting to further explore the wonderful dynamics that are in this book, and the healing that the characters continue to go through.
4 stars.
A Review Copy was generously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
This is the follow on from the fabulous Left Drowning, and takes us back to life with Blythe, Chris and their families as their story continues. These characters have all overcome devastating trauma in their pasts to reach a place where they are happy, but healing from the past and moving on isn’t something that happens in a moment, it’s an ongoing journey, and this is the continuing story of the characters that I met and fell in love with in the first book.
Set a few months after the end of Left Drowning, this book reads as a direct carry-on, with not a lot of rehash, so if it’s been a while since you’ve read that book I’d suggest a reread. I got to about 8% in this book and realised there was a lot I didn’t remember, so I put it down to have a quick flick through Left Drowning, and it’s such an awesome book that I ended up rereading the whole thing :P I enjoyed the reread, but more than that, it provided me with a good base to go on and enjoy this book. There are so many moments – big and small – that are carried over from the first book, and I would have missed a lot of the context had I not done my reread first, so just keep that in mind before you dive into this one.
This summer has been idyllic … more than that, it’s the unification of this group of formerly lost souls. It’s been a syrupy lovefest for the past three months, and I wish it could last forever.
I think about that stupid fucking saying, Absence makes the heart grow fonder, and I want to barf. I’m already beyond fond of everyone, so I’m all set.
Again, the story is told from the POV of Blythe, and while she and Chris remain a central part of the story, the focus also shifts to her best friend, and Chris’ brother, Sabin. Sabin is quite the character, and an absolute scene-stealer from the first book so I was so excited to get to delve more deeply into his story. Like his siblings, he endured a hideous upbringing, and he has issues related to that that are very personal to him, issues that he hasn’t dealt with and that continue to plague him. Added to that, he isn’t coping well with changes occurring within his family, and life for him starts to spiral out of control.
Blythe and Chris have been through a lot together. They are still madly in love, and they continue to fight their demons and reach for their HEA, but Sabin’s struggles are about to impact them in a big way. Chris cares deeply for his little brother, and Blythe and Sabin’s relationship is intense and necessary to them both, but helping him through his turmoil is going to test them all.
“Trauma – the gift that keeps on giving. Do you actually believe that you can run through the pain? You can’t. You can’t outrun shit.”
I really loved this story. I honestly wasn’t sure how it was all going to unfold or where it was going to go, but I thought the way it all played out was really well done. It’s not a love triangle, but it is an exploration of the complicated relationships between three people who love each other dearly - all of them still broken and still trying to find a way to move on from the traumas of their past.
“Breathe. Just breathe.”
“There’s no air, Blythe.”
“Reach for me. I won’t let you drown. I’m right here.”
He rubs my back some more and then laughs lightly. “You’re already taken.”
“I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one.”
He thinks for a while, and I feel him take hold of his own hands to fully encircle me in his embrace. “I’m trying, love. I’m trying.”
It’s emotional reading, and my heart hurt for them all as they revisit the past and try to help each other through. I enjoyed the strong focus on relationships – both romantic and family - and the way that was explored. And a huge shout out to Chris for being so incredibly sensational and standing by his family and his girl and being their rock even while continuing to go through his own stuff. And I love that in addition to the Blythe/Chris/Sabin storyline, we got continuation for the rest of the characters from the first book, and I really like the way their stories played out.
Though I must say, I did think parts of were a bit cheesy. The Blythe/Sabin dynamic got a bit too intense for me - . And as if it wasn’t enough for the first book to have a big reveal , in this book there is yet another one. . Meaningful to the story, yes, but after previous coincidental revelations, it just felt a bit eye rolling.
But those issues are minor and overall, I loved this book. I wouldn’t consider it a must-read - Left Drowning finished off at a great place, and I would have been content to leave it at that - but I’m glad I read this story. It’s beautifully written with a great combination of drama and romance, lots of laugh out loud moments and a nice amount of sexy time. I really enjoyed being back with these characters, and loved getting to further explore the wonderful dynamics that are in this book, and the healing that the characters continue to go through.
4 stars.
A Review Copy was generously provided by the publisher in exchange for an honest review.
July 20, 2022
All the healing. All the stars. This duet wrecked me to say the least. I’m so glad I read these book and now have a new to me author, Jessica Park, on my radar. What a story!!! Chris is BAE!
November 18, 2015
I am about to take out all my aggression on this book so there WILL be spoilers ahead...
I did not want to read this book...but I'm no quitter and I never not finish a series. I hate stories where the girl is madly in love with her boyfriend but has inappropriate relationships with her best guy friend. This bull shit of being in love with their guy friend but their boyfriend is their soul mate...FUCK THAT SHIT....If there is a true friendship with someone of the opposite sex, you are not IN love with them, you just love them. I was about ready to break my kindle in half but then there was a really cute scene involving the past and nursery school...I actually started to change my attitude a little bit.....................BUT...then the last few pages, Jessica Park you freaking shit all over this book and Chris's relationship with Blythe. Ok...so this is what pissed me off...so Sabin and Blythe are in love with each other but not sexually. Sabin goes to counseling to deal with his issues and is in a good place. They are running together and they said, hey we had two bad kisses, lets have a good one to make up for it. SO THEY FUCKING KISS EACHOTHER. Like it was no big freaking deal and they said it would be their kiss, no one would ever know. How would Chris feel is he witnessed that kiss. How would Blythe feel is she knew Chris did this exact scenario with his ex Jennifer...I would think not so well since Blythe was a complete bitch for finding an old wedding invitation of Chris & Jennifer's. Also, Jessica Park tried to make Blythe's boyfriend Chris is to this most amazing understanding and beautiful boyfriend by being understanding. But honestly, in my eyes, you made him a chump, a turn a blind eye kind of guy...pretty much a FUCKING CHUMP. She completely shit ALL OVER a wonderful relationship from the first book of the series. I can honestly say, that is more books come out in this series, I will not read them...I will ruin my streak of finishing every book and every series, after 1,112 books read...I will REFUSE to read anymore about these characters.
Ok...now most of this rant probably doesn't make sense, is probably misspelled and is most likely incoherent...but I feel better getting that off my chest...if you don't agree with me, my apologies...but I couldn't keep that disappointment inside anymore.
I did not want to read this book...but I'm no quitter and I never not finish a series. I hate stories where the girl is madly in love with her boyfriend but has inappropriate relationships with her best guy friend. This bull shit of being in love with their guy friend but their boyfriend is their soul mate...FUCK THAT SHIT....If there is a true friendship with someone of the opposite sex, you are not IN love with them, you just love them. I was about ready to break my kindle in half but then there was a really cute scene involving the past and nursery school...I actually started to change my attitude a little bit.....................BUT...then the last few pages, Jessica Park you freaking shit all over this book and Chris's relationship with Blythe. Ok...so this is what pissed me off...so Sabin and Blythe are in love with each other but not sexually. Sabin goes to counseling to deal with his issues and is in a good place. They are running together and they said, hey we had two bad kisses, lets have a good one to make up for it. SO THEY FUCKING KISS EACHOTHER. Like it was no big freaking deal and they said it would be their kiss, no one would ever know. How would Chris feel is he witnessed that kiss. How would Blythe feel is she knew Chris did this exact scenario with his ex Jennifer...I would think not so well since Blythe was a complete bitch for finding an old wedding invitation of Chris & Jennifer's. Also, Jessica Park tried to make Blythe's boyfriend Chris is to this most amazing understanding and beautiful boyfriend by being understanding. But honestly, in my eyes, you made him a chump, a turn a blind eye kind of guy...pretty much a FUCKING CHUMP. She completely shit ALL OVER a wonderful relationship from the first book of the series. I can honestly say, that is more books come out in this series, I will not read them...I will ruin my streak of finishing every book and every series, after 1,112 books read...I will REFUSE to read anymore about these characters.
Ok...now most of this rant probably doesn't make sense, is probably misspelled and is most likely incoherent...but I feel better getting that off my chest...if you don't agree with me, my apologies...but I couldn't keep that disappointment inside anymore.
August 30, 2015
It's not a Romance, but it is most certainly a Love Story.
4 STARS
'Sometimes, I feel like... I don't know.'
But I do know. I have been there. 'Like you were left drowning.'
'Yes.'
'And you're struggling to breathe.'
'Yes.'
'So, do it. Breathe. Just breathe.'
'There's no air Blythe.'
'Reach for me. I won't let you drown. I'm right here.'
'You're already taken.'
'I have two hands, Sabian. Grab one.'
'I'm trying love. I'm trying.'
Genre: NA Angst
Cover: 8/10
Writing: 9/10
Heroine: 8/10
Hero: 8/10
Humour: 1/10
Hotness: 3/10
Romance: 9/10
Extra book Details: Heroine POV; 1st person. Book 2 of at least 2 with the same lead characters.
Restless Waters is a heavy angst book with lots of emotion, heartbreak and love.
Told from Blythe's POV, we catch up with her, her brother and the Shepard siblings. Blythe feels as if her little nest is fragmenting, like they're all flying the coop and she's trying hard to move on with the next chapter in her life. But, Sabian still needs her, now more than ever. He's unsettled, he's unpredictable and there is a storm brewing between them.
I loved Jessica Parks writing, she never fails to produce some beautiful lines and keep me captivated. The angst was pretty high, a lot of 'deep' talks and thought, I would have liked some more actual scenes or just something light hearted to break up the heaviness of the book.
As always, I loved the characters, Blythe is kick ass and both her and Chris are incredibly admirable. Sabian is also a beautiful character, humorous but with a tormented side. The side characters easily have me wishing I could see inside their heads, or for them to have their own books.
It was mostly a 4.5 star read for me, I'm still in-between my rating of 4 and 4.5 stars, but I felt the end was anticlimactic, this probably isn't helped by the fact that I was expecting more but then it ended at 80%.
December 9, 2015
Copy provided by author in exchange for an honest review
Before I begin my review on Restless Waters, I just wanted to point out that Left Drowning was the book that solidified my love for Jessica Park. It was the first book that I had read of hers which made me researched her other books and hence introduced me to the Flat Out Love Series. And when I look back on my list of favorite books, Left Drowning is definitely on there. This book stole my heart and left a big memorable impression on how broken characters can find healing, forgiveness, and love. The ending of Left Drowning I loved. I was satisfied and it left a smile on my face. So when I found out there was a continuation of the story that mostly centered on Sabin Shepherd, I was equally excited and nervous of where Jessica Park would take her readers.
Restless Waters picks off where it last left off in Left Drowning so this book can't be read as a standalone. My review for this book will be quite different because I don't feel it is necessary to rehash what the book is about. But what I will tell you is that this book is much more of an emotional connection of Sabin/ Blythe/ Chris dynamic. These three will strip readers bare as Ms. Park douses readers with an onslaught of raw emotions. She takes her readers on a journey where a magnitude of emotions are running rampant . While this book is told in Blythe's POV, readers will feel the emotional connection of Blythe and Sabin. As broken characters, they have this strong connection to one another that may have been blurred because of their intense friendship but don't fret this is not a love triangle. Restless Water is a story that redefines the bonds of Chris, Blythe and Sabin. It is a story that completes the whole healing process and that begins with honesty.
While Left Drowning will still be my favorite of the two books, I have to admit that Chris stole my heart in Restless Waters. Ms. Park further emphasized what a beautiful man he is inside and out. I loved that he didn't taint or see malice in the friendship of Blythe and Sabin. As much as I loved the ending of Left Drowning, it makes me happy to know that Sabin is in a place in his life where he is content and can heal from his broken past. So thank you Ms. Park for bringing back these characters. So if you are looking for a story where the author paints a literary masterpiece of beauty, closure, love, healing, and second chances then I highly recommend you to read Left Drowning and Restless Waters.
Review can also be found on Four Chicks Flipping Pages: http://fourchicksflippingpages.weebly...Jessica Park
Before I begin my review on Restless Waters, I just wanted to point out that Left Drowning was the book that solidified my love for Jessica Park. It was the first book that I had read of hers which made me researched her other books and hence introduced me to the Flat Out Love Series. And when I look back on my list of favorite books, Left Drowning is definitely on there. This book stole my heart and left a big memorable impression on how broken characters can find healing, forgiveness, and love. The ending of Left Drowning I loved. I was satisfied and it left a smile on my face. So when I found out there was a continuation of the story that mostly centered on Sabin Shepherd, I was equally excited and nervous of where Jessica Park would take her readers.
Restless Waters picks off where it last left off in Left Drowning so this book can't be read as a standalone. My review for this book will be quite different because I don't feel it is necessary to rehash what the book is about. But what I will tell you is that this book is much more of an emotional connection of Sabin/ Blythe/ Chris dynamic. These three will strip readers bare as Ms. Park douses readers with an onslaught of raw emotions. She takes her readers on a journey where a magnitude of emotions are running rampant . While this book is told in Blythe's POV, readers will feel the emotional connection of Blythe and Sabin. As broken characters, they have this strong connection to one another that may have been blurred because of their intense friendship but don't fret this is not a love triangle. Restless Water is a story that redefines the bonds of Chris, Blythe and Sabin. It is a story that completes the whole healing process and that begins with honesty.
While Left Drowning will still be my favorite of the two books, I have to admit that Chris stole my heart in Restless Waters. Ms. Park further emphasized what a beautiful man he is inside and out. I loved that he didn't taint or see malice in the friendship of Blythe and Sabin. As much as I loved the ending of Left Drowning, it makes me happy to know that Sabin is in a place in his life where he is content and can heal from his broken past. So thank you Ms. Park for bringing back these characters. So if you are looking for a story where the author paints a literary masterpiece of beauty, closure, love, healing, and second chances then I highly recommend you to read Left Drowning and Restless Waters.
Review can also be found on Four Chicks Flipping Pages: http://fourchicksflippingpages.weebly...Jessica Park
March 5, 2016
Well, shit. I just finished "Restless Waters" by Jessica Park and the only thing I can do now is bow to Park in awe, respect and gratitude for sharing this beautiful(ly) heart-wrenching story with us.
A story that moved me to the core. A story full of bravery, resilience and love.
I was worried about this book, because I loved "Left Drowning" so ferociously hard and Sabin owned my heart. I was scared that "Restless Waters" wouldn't do the characters justice. Boy, was I wrong.
As Blythe's, Chris' and Sabin's story continues, it's not all sunshine and flowers. Instead, Jessica Park does what so few authors manage to do.
She gives a brutal, unyielding glance at the destruction, the pain and the heart-break caused by abuse and the resulting trauma. She doesn't relent, doesn't let the reader come up for air and through that we get to experience a minuscule fraction of what it feels like to be left drowning.
She opens our eyes to the horrible realities some have to go through. She doesn't treat it lightly, doesn't romanticize it or us it for shock value.
Instead, she gives a voice to the ones that go unheard.
The intensity, the pain that the characters, but especially Sabin, are still suffering from isn't easy to digest. It tore me apart, had me in a constant state of fear, pain and heart-break. But then moments of peace and serenity that Blythe, Chris and Sabin experience feel more rewarding, more meaningful.
I love how Jessica Park wasn't afraid to delve into the darkness of the Shepherd siblings' lives. How she had the courage to let us witness them falling apart. And how she refrained from lessening the meaning by resorting to cliches.
Love might be a factor that assists in healing. But just because Chris and Blythe fall in love, it doesn't mean the past becomes insignificant. The love and stability between them and their respective siblings is not an automatic "you're free of trauma" card. Sometimes, the pain is so strong that even the biggest love struggles to break through the darkness.
I'm happy she didn't diminish the message by turning it into a gooey fairy-tale.
I also loved that the definitions of friendship, relationship and boundaries were unique, showing that what Chris and Blythe have or the friendship between Blythe and Sabin are complex. What they share can't be labeled or fit into a mold.
It's different, it's intense, it's them. It's so freakin' beautiful it made me weep - happy, that no matter what, they have this profound bond.
A bond that might stretch, might fray, but never tears.
I have so much love for the characters - ever single one of them.
Before "Restless Waters" I still had a bit of a hard time to connect with Chris, but his love, his acceptance and his selflessness made my appreciation for him soar. He's an amazing boyfriend, brother, friend and person.
Blythe is lucky to have him. But that also same goes for the other way because she has the most beautiful soul. She's a good person through and through, with a heart of gold, an unparalleled loyalty, strength and understanding - despite her own traumatic past.
And Sabin - my beautiful, broken Sabin. He's struggling, consumed by guilt and pain. He's failing at times, falling, but he has Blythe and Chris to pick him up, even if they can't break the fall.
His struggle isn't just internal, bus hows on the outside - a brave and beautiful choice by Jessica Park in a ripped, muscly, alpha-male dominated book world.
I love the dynamics. I love the ups and downs. I love the story-telling and the characters. I love the twists and surprises. And I love the incredible authenticity.
In short, I love everything about this book.
Even that it made me late for work, that I looked like a sobbing, blubbering panda and that it stole a piece of my heart that it'll hold forever. Just like "Left Drowning".
6 this-rating-doesn't-do-it-justice stars.
A story that moved me to the core. A story full of bravery, resilience and love.
I was worried about this book, because I loved "Left Drowning" so ferociously hard and Sabin owned my heart. I was scared that "Restless Waters" wouldn't do the characters justice. Boy, was I wrong.
As Blythe's, Chris' and Sabin's story continues, it's not all sunshine and flowers. Instead, Jessica Park does what so few authors manage to do.
She gives a brutal, unyielding glance at the destruction, the pain and the heart-break caused by abuse and the resulting trauma. She doesn't relent, doesn't let the reader come up for air and through that we get to experience a minuscule fraction of what it feels like to be left drowning.
She opens our eyes to the horrible realities some have to go through. She doesn't treat it lightly, doesn't romanticize it or us it for shock value.
Instead, she gives a voice to the ones that go unheard.
The intensity, the pain that the characters, but especially Sabin, are still suffering from isn't easy to digest. It tore me apart, had me in a constant state of fear, pain and heart-break. But then moments of peace and serenity that Blythe, Chris and Sabin experience feel more rewarding, more meaningful.
I love how Jessica Park wasn't afraid to delve into the darkness of the Shepherd siblings' lives. How she had the courage to let us witness them falling apart. And how she refrained from lessening the meaning by resorting to cliches.
Love might be a factor that assists in healing. But just because Chris and Blythe fall in love, it doesn't mean the past becomes insignificant. The love and stability between them and their respective siblings is not an automatic "you're free of trauma" card. Sometimes, the pain is so strong that even the biggest love struggles to break through the darkness.
I'm happy she didn't diminish the message by turning it into a gooey fairy-tale.
I also loved that the definitions of friendship, relationship and boundaries were unique, showing that what Chris and Blythe have or the friendship between Blythe and Sabin are complex. What they share can't be labeled or fit into a mold.
It's different, it's intense, it's them. It's so freakin' beautiful it made me weep - happy, that no matter what, they have this profound bond.
A bond that might stretch, might fray, but never tears.
I have so much love for the characters - ever single one of them.
Before "Restless Waters" I still had a bit of a hard time to connect with Chris, but his love, his acceptance and his selflessness made my appreciation for him soar. He's an amazing boyfriend, brother, friend and person.
Blythe is lucky to have him. But that also same goes for the other way because she has the most beautiful soul. She's a good person through and through, with a heart of gold, an unparalleled loyalty, strength and understanding - despite her own traumatic past.
And Sabin - my beautiful, broken Sabin. He's struggling, consumed by guilt and pain. He's failing at times, falling, but he has Blythe and Chris to pick him up, even if they can't break the fall.
His struggle isn't just internal, bus hows on the outside - a brave and beautiful choice by Jessica Park in a ripped, muscly, alpha-male dominated book world.
I love the dynamics. I love the ups and downs. I love the story-telling and the characters. I love the twists and surprises. And I love the incredible authenticity.
In short, I love everything about this book.
Even that it made me late for work, that I looked like a sobbing, blubbering panda and that it stole a piece of my heart that it'll hold forever. Just like "Left Drowning".
6 this-rating-doesn't-do-it-justice stars.
March 16, 2017
*Forever 5 Bingo and My Kisses stars*
It's been a fair while since I have read Restless Waters. My words all seem grossly lacking and completely unable to convey just how much the book meant to me. Left Drowning was a big-ass monster wave I didn't know I was getting into before I was bang-smack in the middle of it. LD tore me into so many pieces. It is so rare that a book (or books, in this case) sing(s) to you. I was never going to pass up an opportunity to dive back into tumultuous waters.
I fell into the world of McGuires and Shepherds close to two years ago in December. The pain of the families became so explosive when they came together and it is one story that will be forever embedded on my brain. At the end of LD, their truly gut-wrenching journey of loss and guilt and abuse simmered, but never quite ended. All I have is damage. That's my baseline. That's all I know.
RW is heavily rooted in songs and music to express emotion in all its forms. The songs are all played and performed by Sabin and are all the creation of his real-life version, Troy. The music pairs amazingly well with the books and add to the flow of the book. I am sitting here now, listening to Daisy by Troy on repeat and my heart aches. Daisy (https://open.spotify.com/track/1ZBeuW...) was the impetus for me to actually sit through so many thoughts and put finger to keyboard (is that a saying? It has to be). The utterly emotional renderings of Troy add the icing to the Restless Waters cake. It's not just Daisy, though. It's Rosary and Coward and Honey, all telling different parts of the story so perfectly that Sabin and Blythe and Chris come alive. (https://open.spotify.com/artist/1LqB6...) Troy Ramey and his haunting voice make it so damn easy to reminisce about the story. The perfect coupling of word and sound have come together to create something I will cherish for eternity.
Set a fair while after the end of Left Drowning, Restless Waters is angled to focus on Sabin, but through the eyes of his fairest princess of duchesses of the queendom , Blythe. Wounds that were fully re-opened in Left Drowning are yet to completely heal. Some scabbed, some bled until there was no blood left but some others ripped wider until the over-riding sense of anguish was all that was left. Jessica Park worked her unicorn magic (with copious amounts of glitter thrown in for good measure) with Sabin, Chris and Blythe.
I went into RW confused because Blythe was speaking in a story that was supposed to be Sabin's. But, upon completion of the book, I don't think it could have held the same gravitas even if the book was through Sabin's eyes. With the backstory sorcery that Ms. Park has cooked up, there was no one more suited to tell the story of the storm after the storm. Closer than blood could have ever created, Sabin and Blythe are one. The purest form of friendship that is a mystical, seldom-attained creature. "It's like you're in my blood," he says softly. "I can't get you out"
At the end of Restless Waters, you are left with a sense of calm that is so similar to what one feels upon the end of Left Drowning. Once you run headlong into this book, there is no return. But do run into it. It's so worth it.
It's been a fair while since I have read Restless Waters. My words all seem grossly lacking and completely unable to convey just how much the book meant to me. Left Drowning was a big-ass monster wave I didn't know I was getting into before I was bang-smack in the middle of it. LD tore me into so many pieces. It is so rare that a book (or books, in this case) sing(s) to you. I was never going to pass up an opportunity to dive back into tumultuous waters.
I fell into the world of McGuires and Shepherds close to two years ago in December. The pain of the families became so explosive when they came together and it is one story that will be forever embedded on my brain. At the end of LD, their truly gut-wrenching journey of loss and guilt and abuse simmered, but never quite ended. All I have is damage. That's my baseline. That's all I know.
RW is heavily rooted in songs and music to express emotion in all its forms. The songs are all played and performed by Sabin and are all the creation of his real-life version, Troy. The music pairs amazingly well with the books and add to the flow of the book. I am sitting here now, listening to Daisy by Troy on repeat and my heart aches. Daisy (https://open.spotify.com/track/1ZBeuW...) was the impetus for me to actually sit through so many thoughts and put finger to keyboard (is that a saying? It has to be). The utterly emotional renderings of Troy add the icing to the Restless Waters cake. It's not just Daisy, though. It's Rosary and Coward and Honey, all telling different parts of the story so perfectly that Sabin and Blythe and Chris come alive. (https://open.spotify.com/artist/1LqB6...) Troy Ramey and his haunting voice make it so damn easy to reminisce about the story. The perfect coupling of word and sound have come together to create something I will cherish for eternity.
Set a fair while after the end of Left Drowning, Restless Waters is angled to focus on Sabin, but through the eyes of his fairest princess of duchesses of the queendom , Blythe. Wounds that were fully re-opened in Left Drowning are yet to completely heal. Some scabbed, some bled until there was no blood left but some others ripped wider until the over-riding sense of anguish was all that was left. Jessica Park worked her unicorn magic (with copious amounts of glitter thrown in for good measure) with Sabin, Chris and Blythe.
I went into RW confused because Blythe was speaking in a story that was supposed to be Sabin's. But, upon completion of the book, I don't think it could have held the same gravitas even if the book was through Sabin's eyes. With the backstory sorcery that Ms. Park has cooked up, there was no one more suited to tell the story of the storm after the storm. Closer than blood could have ever created, Sabin and Blythe are one. The purest form of friendship that is a mystical, seldom-attained creature. "It's like you're in my blood," he says softly. "I can't get you out"
At the end of Restless Waters, you are left with a sense of calm that is so similar to what one feels upon the end of Left Drowning. Once you run headlong into this book, there is no return. But do run into it. It's so worth it.
November 8, 2015
17,000 Bingo Kiss Stars
I am beside myself and absolutely giddy for this book. I've loved all of these characters since I read Left Drowning. Their beautiful relationships and dynamic even in their brokenness left me wanting more! So needless to say when I heard of the surprise release of Restless Waters there was no hesitation.
Blythe, despite the loss of her parents, may be the luckiest girl ever. She has the unfailing love of two Shepherd men. Chris, who is her end game and Sabin, her very best friend.
Even though this is from Blythe's POV it is very much Sabin's story. My beautifully, broken Sabin. I love him. Honestly nonfictional feelings for a fictional character. He loves Blythe, that much we know from Left Drowning. But now he's questioning his feelings for her. Sabin is guilt ridden for so many reasons and he trying to figure things out on his own.
I was kind of scared when I read part of the blurb and the further into the book I got I just couldn't wrap my head around how this would all play out but it did. Chris and Sabin both love Blythe so completely and yet so differently at the same time. I was so happy to see that transition and more than happy that she gets both of these men in her life in two different capacities but with so much love. I have to say there is this revelation at some point in the book that literally made me weep. It's so poignant and so touching that I believe I could read the passage everyday for the rest of my life and never tire of it. Thank you Jessica Park for giving us more of these characters. They will certainly stay with me forever!
I am beside myself and absolutely giddy for this book. I've loved all of these characters since I read Left Drowning. Their beautiful relationships and dynamic even in their brokenness left me wanting more! So needless to say when I heard of the surprise release of Restless Waters there was no hesitation.
Blythe, despite the loss of her parents, may be the luckiest girl ever. She has the unfailing love of two Shepherd men. Chris, who is her end game and Sabin, her very best friend.
Even though this is from Blythe's POV it is very much Sabin's story. My beautifully, broken Sabin. I love him. Honestly nonfictional feelings for a fictional character. He loves Blythe, that much we know from Left Drowning. But now he's questioning his feelings for her. Sabin is guilt ridden for so many reasons and he trying to figure things out on his own.
I was kind of scared when I read part of the blurb and the further into the book I got I just couldn't wrap my head around how this would all play out but it did. Chris and Sabin both love Blythe so completely and yet so differently at the same time. I was so happy to see that transition and more than happy that she gets both of these men in her life in two different capacities but with so much love. I have to say there is this revelation at some point in the book that literally made me weep. It's so poignant and so touching that I believe I could read the passage everyday for the rest of my life and never tire of it. Thank you Jessica Park for giving us more of these characters. They will certainly stay with me forever!
September 11, 2015
A very unnecessary sequel to Left Drowning. I loved Left Drowning. The whole journey of it just broke my heart. This story does not live up to LD. It is Blythe's point of view but Sabin's story. Or Sabin and Blythe's story. I did not like the direction it took.
September 6, 2015
2.5** I loved Left Drowning but this book ruined it for me. It was unnecessary. I didn't care for Sabin's story. Too much drama.
August 27, 2015
Not enough stars!!!
My heart has been squeezed and shredded, and glued and mended. Restless Waters is filled with enough emotion to sweep you out to sea, unless you're holding tight to someone.
"Breathe. Just breathe."
"There's no air, Blythe."
"Reach for me. I won't let you drown. I'm right here."
He rubs my back some more and then laughs lightly. "You're already taken."
"I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one."
I have loved Sabin from the very first moment we met him, in Left Drowning. I knew there was more going on inside his head than he let on. I KNEW that his story, however it was told, was going to make me feel. I was so right.
Blythe has found a way to breathe, with the love of Chris and Sabin. Sabin is her best friend. In fact, everyone would count themselves lucky to have a friend like Sabin. He is charismatic and loving, and loyal to a fault. He wants his loved ones to feel no pain. But as they grow closer, she notices that Sabin is falling apart. He wants to be free, but at the same time, he can't stand being alone. If Blythe isn't strong enough to save him, she's going to drown right along with him.
My heart was breaking this entire time. True to the Left Drowning feel, I had to step away from everyone, as I couldn't contain the sobs that overcame, at one scene. I was completely caught of guard and my heart squeezed so tight.
I wanted Sabin to be happy. But no matter how loud and crazy he was, there was undercurrent within him, that you felt through the pages. Restless waters is the perfect description of him. He was all over the place. Never settled. He was hurting and helpless. After growing up the crazy household they did, there are bound to be scars that remain below the surface. Healing doesn't happen overnight. It takes a lot of fierce love and compassion to prevent someone from drowning in sadness and pain.
So hold on. Grab a box of tissues and get cozy. You won't want to get up until you've finished.
My heart has been squeezed and shredded, and glued and mended. Restless Waters is filled with enough emotion to sweep you out to sea, unless you're holding tight to someone.
"Breathe. Just breathe."
"There's no air, Blythe."
"Reach for me. I won't let you drown. I'm right here."
He rubs my back some more and then laughs lightly. "You're already taken."
"I have two hands, Sabin. Grab one."
I have loved Sabin from the very first moment we met him, in Left Drowning. I knew there was more going on inside his head than he let on. I KNEW that his story, however it was told, was going to make me feel. I was so right.
Blythe has found a way to breathe, with the love of Chris and Sabin. Sabin is her best friend. In fact, everyone would count themselves lucky to have a friend like Sabin. He is charismatic and loving, and loyal to a fault. He wants his loved ones to feel no pain. But as they grow closer, she notices that Sabin is falling apart. He wants to be free, but at the same time, he can't stand being alone. If Blythe isn't strong enough to save him, she's going to drown right along with him.
My heart was breaking this entire time. True to the Left Drowning feel, I had to step away from everyone, as I couldn't contain the sobs that overcame, at one scene. I was completely caught of guard and my heart squeezed so tight.
I wanted Sabin to be happy. But no matter how loud and crazy he was, there was undercurrent within him, that you felt through the pages. Restless waters is the perfect description of him. He was all over the place. Never settled. He was hurting and helpless. After growing up the crazy household they did, there are bound to be scars that remain below the surface. Healing doesn't happen overnight. It takes a lot of fierce love and compassion to prevent someone from drowning in sadness and pain.
So hold on. Grab a box of tissues and get cozy. You won't want to get up until you've finished.
June 29, 2016
I know I’ve said it before in reviews but I’m saying it again - Jessica Park is undeniably one of my top favorite authors. I just adore her writing.
I didn’t know what to expect with Restless Waters, I was just excited to have more of the McGuire and Shepherd gang. The story definitely went in a direction that made me nervous and wouldn’t have imagined it going but have no fear; all is good and only ended with my heart swelling even more for these characters. The strong friendships, the amazing love, that these six have is something people dream of. I’m giddy with this extra piece Jessica Park gifted her readers with but if she decided to write more about these guys and gals, I would greedily and gladly devour every word!
I didn’t know what to expect with Restless Waters, I was just excited to have more of the McGuire and Shepherd gang. The story definitely went in a direction that made me nervous and wouldn’t have imagined it going but have no fear; all is good and only ended with my heart swelling even more for these characters. The strong friendships, the amazing love, that these six have is something people dream of. I’m giddy with this extra piece Jessica Park gifted her readers with but if she decided to write more about these guys and gals, I would greedily and gladly devour every word!
September 1, 2015
The two co-mingled families have seen the worst and there are still battles to overcome. Jessica Park has done a fabulous job wrapping up this story by leaving readers with a believable story of survival and hope -- yet not painted as perfect. Although the ending was perfect for these characters.
An emotional and heart-achingly beautiful story.
An emotional and heart-achingly beautiful story.
October 29, 2023
Restless Waters had a hold on me and I WOULDN'T stop reading until the very end, even if it was 3:30 in the morning. It is intense and emotional and complicated, full of everything I love about Jessica's books.
I loved it! Fans of Left Drowning will love it too.
I loved it! Fans of Left Drowning will love it too.
Want to read
August 25, 2016ARC provided in exchange for an honest review.
September 28, 2015
I fell madly in love when I read Left Drowning so consider my surprise when I came across the sequel I was completely oblivious of. It definitely did not have the heavy caliber the first book had on me but I loved it. It was so great to check up on these characters because I sure did miss them!
December 16, 2015
Great audio, loved the music.
Review to follow.
*A complimentary copy was provided for an honest review.
Review to follow.
*A complimentary copy was provided for an honest review.
December 20, 2015
Audiobook Review:
*This review is spoiler-free for Restless Waters, though it may contains spoilers for Left Drowning, Book 1 in the Left Drowning Series.*
In Left Drowning we first meet Blythe and the Shepherd Family. In the first book, I was a bit troubled by the excessive insta-love feel Blythe and Chris’ relationship had. I enjoyed their relationship much more in this book, as their relationship was already established and I got to sit back and enjoy their off-the-charts chemistry and super-sweet affectionate love for each other.
I adored this family dynamic. Between Blythe and her brother and the entire Shepherd Family crew, they had such a strong tie, always there for each other, and so close it was really sweet. With the absence of parents, this group had to fend for themselves 100 percent. It was so nice to see that none of these characters were ever alone. With their brothers, sisters and friends, they were always taken care of. My favorite part of this story was definitely their togetherness and watching them all interact as a group.
I’ve enjoyed Jessica Park’s writing since first reading Flat-Out-Love a few years ago. Since then, I’ve continued to be entertained (and emotionally torn apart!) with her books. She’s an author that I’ve recommended to others as one that never disappoints. I’m looking forward to more from Jessica in the future. I enjoy how she can write a lighthearted feel-good type of story one minute, then a darker, more tortured book the next. Authors with this versatility are high up on my list. If you haven’t checked out Jessica Park’s books yet, I suggest you do!
Audiobook Impressions:
My favorite part of this audiobook was that there was music throughout, performed by the incredible Troy. Hearing the songs played at the appropriate times during the story was a huge bonus. They didn’t just read the words of the songs… they were actually performed beautifully. I loved Troy’s (Sabin’s) voice. Simply gorgeous.
I also felt that Arielle DeLisle did a great job as narrator. Blythe is a confused, emotionally-tormented person, and Arielle was able to bring that all forth with her amazing performance. I liked these characters in Left Drowning… but this audiobook definitely took them to a whole new level for me. My only complaint was Arielle’s performance of Chris and Sabin. The voices she used for these two guys really irked me at first. I can only imagine how difficult it must be to change your voice enough that the reader can always tell who’s talking, so I don’t fault her for this. Overall a very enjoyable listen.
(Thanks to Jessica Park and Wordsmith Publicity for the review copy!)
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*This review is spoiler-free for Restless Waters, though it may contains spoilers for Left Drowning, Book 1 in the Left Drowning Series.*
“You can’t drown when you know how to float.”
In Left Drowning we first meet Blythe and the Shepherd Family. In the first book, I was a bit troubled by the excessive insta-love feel Blythe and Chris’ relationship had. I enjoyed their relationship much more in this book, as their relationship was already established and I got to sit back and enjoy their off-the-charts chemistry and super-sweet affectionate love for each other.
I adored this family dynamic. Between Blythe and her brother and the entire Shepherd Family crew, they had such a strong tie, always there for each other, and so close it was really sweet. With the absence of parents, this group had to fend for themselves 100 percent. It was so nice to see that none of these characters were ever alone. With their brothers, sisters and friends, they were always taken care of. My favorite part of this story was definitely their togetherness and watching them all interact as a group.
I’ve enjoyed Jessica Park’s writing since first reading Flat-Out-Love a few years ago. Since then, I’ve continued to be entertained (and emotionally torn apart!) with her books. She’s an author that I’ve recommended to others as one that never disappoints. I’m looking forward to more from Jessica in the future. I enjoy how she can write a lighthearted feel-good type of story one minute, then a darker, more tortured book the next. Authors with this versatility are high up on my list. If you haven’t checked out Jessica Park’s books yet, I suggest you do!
Audiobook Impressions:
My favorite part of this audiobook was that there was music throughout, performed by the incredible Troy. Hearing the songs played at the appropriate times during the story was a huge bonus. They didn’t just read the words of the songs… they were actually performed beautifully. I loved Troy’s (Sabin’s) voice. Simply gorgeous.
I also felt that Arielle DeLisle did a great job as narrator. Blythe is a confused, emotionally-tormented person, and Arielle was able to bring that all forth with her amazing performance. I liked these characters in Left Drowning… but this audiobook definitely took them to a whole new level for me. My only complaint was Arielle’s performance of Chris and Sabin. The voices she used for these two guys really irked me at first. I can only imagine how difficult it must be to change your voice enough that the reader can always tell who’s talking, so I don’t fault her for this. Overall a very enjoyable listen.
(Thanks to Jessica Park and Wordsmith Publicity for the review copy!)
Find this review and others like it at Lost in Literature!
January 5, 2016
This book was an amazing addition to this series. Jessica Park has outdone herself again, even though it’s shorter than the first it’s still just a great. There’s emotion, turmoil and pain, love, friendship, and family. I highly recommend reading left drowning prior to reading Restless Water’s because you’ll not fully grasp this story without it.
All of the characters that you loved from Left drowning are back but the story for the most part circles around Chris and Blair, and Blair and Sabin. I loved this story for so many reasons, but one thing that stuck out so much to me was that Blair and Sabin reach a point where they are conflicted and Chris is there to help guide them. Without giving too much away, this too me showed how amazing Chris is, but also how their strong bond as “family” is.
I truly love Sabin, and I wish there was more for him. Maybe someday he’ll get his book but this was enough for now. You know like maybe he’ll find someone to love….
Both are officially on my re-read list, technically Left Drowning has been there for awhile now and I have re-read it twice actually. It’s that good folks.
Not only was the story amazing the audio performance was superb. Arielle DeLisle’s narrations is perfect, she has a way of making an already great story even that much more enjoyable, she gives it life.
Now the unique part about this book/audiobook is Troy. His music brings a new and unique dimension to the story. But not only is his music and lyrics a part of the story he’s actually part of the audiobook. When Sabin is singing you hear Troy, his voice in the audiobook is stunning and breathtaking.
The entire combination is one of a kind, and definitely shouldn’t be missed. I highly recommend the entire series in both e-book and audiobook.
October 1, 2015
What a surprise! I loved Left Drowning - it was such an emotional read. I really did not know what to expect from this story and from the synopsis, I was a little confused and anxious. Blythe and Sabin have an usual relationship that was further explained in Restless Waters. I did not care for all that happened between these two, but do hope Sabin gets a book of his own and a well deserved HEA
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